There was once this wise man told this young man : "You'd better not walk through that forest. There are many hazardous objects in there that would hurt you. I walked out of there with many injuries and scars." Yet, the young man still insisted on walking through that forest, and indeed, he came out from that forest full of bleeding wounds, and regretted not listening to the wise man's advice. When he grew older, he told his kids to never walk through that forest, because of the many hazardous objects which would result in many injuries and scars. Yet, his kids still did not hesitate to walk through that forest, and again, came out of the forest with bleeding wounds and painful scars they carried for life. And again, they regretted not listening to their parents' advice.

I realised many a times life is like that. Despite having many advices from adults and people who had experience in much more stuff than us, we still commit mistakes. Why? I guess it's because of our curiosity, and we would not know what was in for us until we experienced it for ourselves. It's like, 不见棺材不掉泪。

Was just reflecting upon my results, and the papers that i got back. Everything was plain shit, all except my english. I felt i could've done better for my combine humans, and for chinese as well. for my sciences and maths, plain disappointment. I want to acheive good results, who doesn't, right? Although i've put in alot of effort, i won't say it was my best attempt, and i'm very sure i could have done better. For those who had achieved what they wanted, congrats(: but for those who did like shit, for e.g me, well, life still goes on. Now I know i really need to study, and there is no time to spare. Time flies damn quickly, and i know before i can even realise, it'll be SA2 alr. I want to do well. I really do. I'm going to study consistently! I NEED TO STUDY! I'ld try to read my chinese books during the holidays and check up on what i've missed for i'll be attending obs instead of the extra classes in the one week. June will be a very very busy holiday for me, with church camp and obs going on, not forgetting the AYG stuff! I MUST learn how to manage my time.

Anyway, on a lighter note, had obs meeting today. was quite boring but made me pretty excited about it. i really hope i'll be in the same group as people i know. HAHAHA. else not fun one:( and i'm looking forward to ayg!!!:D i hope the pants won't be too small/big. and i hope the tee looks nice:D HAHAHA. anyway, shall end off alr. I hope Adam Lambert wins tomorrow! I like Kris but i love Adam, bobian:D hahaha. but the worst thing is, result thingy at 8am tomorrow! walao i don't wanna go to school............ boohoo. but if i tell my mom i don't want to go school, she confirm know is cause of american idol! tsk. nevermind, she can help me check when she's at her office. heh heh.

Before i end,
EDNA BF YOU BETTER GET WELL SOON OKAY. LIKE, SOON!!!!! DO YOU KNOW SCHOOL IS ENDING SOON!!!??? BETTER FASTER COME OKAY, BUT DON'T COME WHEN YOU HAVEN'T RECOVER!:D You know what i will say la k, i don't want to type else chewshian and sheena will slaughter me. HAHAHA. take care!<3>

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