Sunday, June 03, 2007

It has been a nice day(:

Well, couldn't really get myself to wake up as I slept at 4am the night before. Madness! Haha, I was watching some dumb comedy on Channel 8 and talking to Kelson,Jiahao and Zheng Yu. It's been so long since I had such a lengthy conference session with them. Haha. And because of the constant lack of sleep for these two weeks of holiday, I'm getting sick): Sore throat and running nose..and I hope I'll be alot better tomorrow. Hmm, met Jeremiah in church and went upstairs together. Settled down at the last bench in the middle and once we stood up, Jeanell kept staring at me! hahas. I think she's very cute(: 15mins passed and occasionally she looked back and sort of stared at me. haha. This time, Isabelle didn't join Jeremiah and I for church as she went to Malaysia. It's abit weird for me and Jeremiah to go together but after some time it was nothing much already. Hmm, after that, went downstairs for awhile and was wondering where to go. Then suddenly Mr Kiew said " Eh, so you came today harh? " Lol, and I was like " Erm.. so? " Oops, that sounded rude. Sorry sorry. Then Mr Kiew told Jeremiah to introduce other youths to me and all. Then I went like "Jeremiahhhhhhh, can we goooooo?" Lols, so Jeremiah and I took the lift back upstairs as he left his bible there. Retrieved it and after awhile, we went back downstairs and left after awhile. I'm sorry I didn't bring your present!): At the MRT station, we were tempted to go to Bugis and stuff but decided not to after awhile. Went to Tampines Mall once more again and did so little things in such a long time spent there. First, we walked around and around.. didn't quite remember what we did but we went to eat at Food Junction,walked in Comics Connection,walked in Toys R Us,walked in Popular,went to Open Plaza, then I guess nothing much. He left at about 3, and I met Bala in macs at about that time too. Jeremy pangseh-ed us!!(Btw,pangseh means something like leave someone behind .. something like that) haha. Jeremy should have told me! Then I could have pangseh-ed together with him xD Okay,shortly after that, Pokpok arrived and the three of us started shopping for Sheng Hui's birthday present. Then, we went to eat at Food Junction and started the "hunt" again. We even went to find Boh at Converse at she was there to buy new shoes with her family. Bala treated me and Pokpok to dessert too! Haha thank you! After that, we finally decided to buy a wallet there for him. Then, Pokpok and Bala went home while I rushed to find Cass at Int. Macs as they were chasing people away for those who were studying and not eating. Cass was almost finished with her meal so I quickly went to find her. Reached and bought meal too so Cass could stay. Ate like super slowly! xD After awhile, Lemon came and ate too. At 7+ we cabbed together to All Saint's as Lemon had something on there and Cass wanted to study and me being Ms Nice decided to accompany her. haha. Canteen lights weren't on so we settled down at the swing outside All Saint's instead. So romantic! Except for the constant noises made from the Lizards. After that, this guy offered Cass a place upstairs as they were only using downstairs for practising of songs and all. Went into the room and Cass didn't want to study. Thus, she started this dumb counselling session thing. After awhile, I switched off the lights for a better "ambience". We talked about my personal stuff like some of you might know..the *e*e*****n and then we talked about putting on masks in front of people so they won't know the actual feeling, sadness and all hidden inside. And after a very meaningful talk with her, we found out that we were actually pretty similar..and as someone that went through similar things, she gave me good advice. I really enjoyed talking to you!(:

Well, you mentioned that I shouldn't put on masks..as when each masks builds up, I might not be able to cry when I want to already. And that, might have already been on for 3/4 of my journey. I really understand what you mean..but it's hard. I mean, I hardly tell people what I really feel inside. And when I'm talking with you, I feel comfortable and don't mind just spilling everything out to you. You might say I look strong..talking about these stuff yet I can just smile and all. But..maybe, it's just another mask of mine. I never really knew whether this was a blessing in disguise or not. But I believe there are always two sides to things and it depends on which side you look at. I also thank you that you would tell me the downs of your life and share it with me.. and well, treating me nicely and all these while. I admit I was really happy to hear you were my group leader(: Just now during the "counselling session" you asked which one out of my friends would I choose to confide into. I thought for pretty long, and I figured out that I won't hesitate to tell you, really. Hmm, I also hope that you will be able to peel off if not all but some of the masks you used in that "3/4" of your journey and ... just like you would want to. During the camp, I will also think carefully about whether I should be a christian. It would be either then or before the end of the year that I decide. Thank you, for having the initiative of praying for me if I wanted to become a christian and even before I become one. I really appreciated it when you shared things with me(:

After that at about 9+, my dad came to fetch me and so did Cass' mom. Haha, she wanted me to decide hopefully after student camp if I wanted to be a Christian. I'll see how(: Really really enjoyed talking to you. See? Told you my blog would be filled with your name once again. haha. I'm like so happy my daughter's my group leader!! YAY! (: And I haven't packed my stuff yet. Oh well, have to wake up early tomorrow for open house at 8am. Ends at 11.30am I'll most likely go home before I go back for training at 2pm.
Bon Voyage, my underwater guardian!(((((:
Goodnight all!(:

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