Monday, June 18, 2007

Hello.

Basically, I almost fainted during training and I mean it. -.-" Reached school at 8.30am by cab and met e others outside e stadium as e stadium was locked as coach hasn't came yet. Training supposedly starts at 9am but after coach said he doensn't like us reaching on e dot, we decided to come 30mins earlier for each training. Hmmmm, Mr Hoo came and helped to open e stadium. Went in and started doing our warmups and all till coach came. Ran 10 rounds and did 200timings. After that, I was really exhausted..I don't know why. Throbbing headaches and started to feel nauseous. Dang, that was real bad. Pressed on and continued running and layups and all. And just as I was running I literally saw 'stars'. You know, when you close your eyes you see all these small white things? Well while running, I saw all e black things and I thought I was going to faint. Hah. Didn't rest and continued. Underbasket shots, outside shots, elbow shots and free throws. we didn't manage to get 5 shots in a row for free throws for a very long time so coach decided to break us up into groups. Me, Peiying, Zoe, Chew Shian, Vanessa and Adeline were the first to throw. First try and we missed e 5 ball target. Missed e 2nd time too. 3rd time and everybody got e ball in, now in boils down to Adeline. She misses the shot and coach gives her another chance. Got the ball in and water break here we come. Dang, I felt like dyingT.T Hah, many times during e training before e water break I just felt like giving up, felt like crying but I stopped myself. I pushed myself to e limits. I wanted to know how much longer can I hold out. How long till my body crashes. ... anyway, after e water break I felt alot better but e headache just wouldn't go. Played a match with e seniors and coach placed me in to sub during e first quarter. Legs turned soft and headache came back to haunt me. I couldn't focus properly. Slap myself for performing so badly. Coach told me so many times to be more fierce. But I don't know which part of me just doesn't want to cooperate. I got subbed out very quickly. Disappointment. Warmed the bench until half e 4th quarter was gone. Only then he placed me in again. This time i ignored the pain. I ran. I tried drawing fouls. I tried to 'qie'. I tried all I could. It was then down to 2mins left. I told myself I had to score within these 2mins. And I did. Match was over and we won the seniors by abit if i ain't wrong. Seniors had a just nice 5 people so they were tired and couldn't have anyone to sub. After e match, we practiced on e formations. Coach told me: 不是你不能打球。你不够凶，太软了。..........sigh. Formation was okay. After training, went to Pasta Mania. Zoe,Chew Shian,Doreen,Ting Yi,Clara,Vanessa,Adeline,Pok2,Me,Boh,Kelly,Peiying,Hilda and Genevieve. Hah. A big group of people indeed. Took bus 31 there. Ting Yi and Doreen left after they finished to go get dessert or something. Hmms, and all e rest of us enjoyed ourselves at e arcade. Basically, all e money spent changing e tokens was spent on Daytona(Car racing). Hah. Pok2 too. Met Jo and Van outside e arcade and they said they were playing hide n seek with Yilin. haha, after a little chat I went back to my game. Left at 4pm and went to Century for awhile. Met Yilin there..haha. Caught up with her and asked if they were still playing e game. Called Van and bluffed her I wanted to find her so she told me where she was. Haha, and Yilin went off for e search while I headed home. I've finished ONE of my homework! I'M SO PROUD! Hmm.. I need a printer for e english book review so i can print e dumb worksheet out! WHO HAS A PRINTER???? Hmms, I have no idea how to do my maths. And I'm so so motivated to do my homework tomorrow! YAY!!!! Pok2 told her aunt she'll be coming over to my house to complete a project as her parents went overseas.. then when her aunt leaves she's going TM for a movie. TSK! Better thank me for helping you. lols. Probrably after I accompany her to wait for e bus I will go get some breakfast. Where? Simpang! xD Abit lazy but after that I WILL DO MY HOMEWORK! Suddenly I feel so motivated. THAT, is a GOOD thing! lols. School starts next week. GROANSSSSSSSSSS. I don't want to stay in that hostel looking at Mr Ng's face. RAWR. But at least, nobody from my room is moving out xD. SIGHHHH.. and e first game would also be on e first day, but on e last slot which is 4PM!? That's so late. Looking forward to meet Steffi and Shirly on that day. Alright..I guess I should end here.. Might post some pics later on. I shall go and bathe now!
Ciao!

Lobster;
9.54PM
Dear lord, I pray that you give me strength during the tournaments .. Bless Cass too, that she'll be strong. All these in Christ's precious name, Amen.

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