Saturday, April 21, 2007

If you managed to read this part of my entry, well, I just needed to vent mii anger on so.. just skip this part of the entry..........
Almost nothing went well this week.. this feeling just sucks. One of the worst I can have in my life. I don't know what the fuck has been happening. And because of all these I've been getting emo. very. I admit I've been crying, I can't take all these, all these problems arising, especially when Mid Years are just around the corner. I can't take all these shit. Just what is happening? I really need explanation.Somehow,I just don't have that kind of smile on my face anymore. Maybe on the outside, but not in the inside, at least for these period of time. I've hurt people's feelings greatly, I have disappointed people, I have been disappointed by people, I have been stressed by exams and studies. I just .. don't know what has happened to that ever so happy me. Someone tell me. Even as I type this and think about what has happened..I feel like crying. But I hold back, even as my inner self suffers in pain. I don't know why I'm getting so emo. I really don't know why. I'm sorry if you see this and think it's all crap, but I just need to let out my feelings and all I can think of now is by blogging, as I can just express without getting answers and all I don't wish for. I've been repeating the song over and over again.. I'm really sorry.. I know you don't want me to talk about it anymore.. so..I shall stop all these. Another reason I'm typing on mii blog is because I don't get replies, which makes mii more emo. Fuck this feeling. I'm sorry for using vulgarities.. but I really have to let out my inner feelings before I just break down. There are so many things I want to say but those are feelings I don't know how to describe. I know you people might say people face difficulties in life. Yes, I understand. But all at one shot seems to hard. But I know these will all go.. someday. I hope that day will come before I crash. And I hope I have enough strength to help me through all these.

Hey people

Well, I woke up at around 12. Changed and packed mii things then I cabbed to AHS. Too lazy to walk up the hill you see. Hmms, went to hostel and saw Jingjing, Bohboh and Chew Shian there. lol. Chew Shian had another funny story at Tanah Merah MRT, once again xD Well, she placed her wallet on the ez link card thing to get through, so while she did so all her coins dropped out so she quickly sweeped all onto her palm before going. LOL. Bohboh was with her that time. Hmms, at around 12.45 we went down to the stadium but coach hasn't came yet. Stadium was still locked so we waited outside the tower hall with the others till coach came. They were late for two weeks already! Anyway, we didn't run rounds! We did footwork instead. After footwork, we did sprinting and all, and it was water break already. Clara joined us during training too. And believe mii, we crapped alot. lol. Did mostly physical,formation and shooting during training to prepare for tournaments in July. Ended training with 2 match against aunties, an uncle and he shen. After that, coach used the board, stones and leaves to show us the formations as there wasn't any marker. After that mii,Boh and Pokpok left to the hostel to change. Boh waited for her parents to come while mii and Pokpok left after we changed. Met Chimin, Bryan and Leslie and then walked to Tanah Merah MRT station and trained to Tampines. Went to Mos Burger to find Samuel and Leeying. Mii and Pokpok ate then all of us went to the arcade. Pokpok, Leeying and I were so bored as we didn't play and all the boys were enjoying themselves. lol. They are so childish =X haha jkjk. Then after what seemed ages, kelyn arrived and we all went down to pizza hut, pokpok and I didn't want to eat so we went home. Took bus 10 together too. haha. Trip back home was fun(: Thank you for accompanying mii to TM and taking bus 10 together! haha. Tomorrow will be going to White Sands or something to study at the library. sian, exams are around the corner. Will be having a quiz on Monday and English Mid year test on Thursday.. History will be on 7May and everything will end at 15May if I'm not wrong. SIAN. Hope I do well and get out of hostel. Don't think I want to stay any longer. Alrights, shall end this entry already.
Goodnight all!

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